Lyrics:

Dear diary, what have I done?
Am I trippin' or am I alive?
Once I've decided I've got stories to tell
No way in hell was that just another motherfuckin' dream
Doesn't matter, 'cause I already know
How it feels to wake up with

Yeah, body like a roadmap of pain
Oh yeah, mind like a landfill of shame
Tie my rope one more time

Dear diary, had I known
What I told you last night
I would've never walked there to start another fight
Banging my head on concrete wall while knockin' on wood
Thinking it that's gonna do any good
When I wake up with

Yeah, body like a roadmap of pain
Thats right, mind like a landfill of shame
Tie my rope

Tell me once, I decline, refuse to learn
Shoot me twice, but I'm not going down
I will climb the rope you tied for me
Beat me up while I'm still alive

Tell me once, I decline, refuse to learn
Shoot me twice, but I'm not going down
I will climb the rope you tied for me
Beat me up while I'm still alive

Tell me once, I decline, refuse to learn
Shoot me twice, but I'm not going down
I will climb the rope you tied for me
Beat me up while I'm still alive