Lyrics:

When I think back on this life
I guess we were doing the best we could
And to look at us from the outside
I'm sure it seems somewhat romantic
But when you've tasted excess, everything else tastes bland
Yeah, we had everything to lose
But we still lived like we were about to die
After all, we were the Drug Scouts of America


I've begun evaporating
Right before your eyes
I just keep regurgitatin'
My own demise

I miss today, I miss the past
I miss my veins 'cause they collapsed
A simple thought occurs to me

I'm face down on the tracks
The train is comin' fast
And it's not derailin'
It's not the first time
And this won't be the last
That my heart is failin'

As the blood is rushin' to my head
And from my wrists
I'm in love with all the things I
Know I should resist

And all the times you said to me
'Your fallin' downwards destiny'
A simple thought occurs to me

I'm face down on the tracks
The train is comin' fast
And you're right there, waiting
It's not the first time
And this won't be the last
That my heart is failin'

Like I was saying, to look in the eyes of death was intoxicating
Taking it into our lungs, laughing at ourselves
Where others would probably cry
And more importantly would probably just die
Staring face to face with the demons and not back down
Takes a constitution that most people just don't have
A life gets soiled with sex, drugs, and rock and roll


I'm face down on the tracks
The train is comin' fast
And it's not derailin'
It's not the first time
And this won't be the last
That my heart is failin'
I'm face down on the tracks
The train is comin' fast
And you're right there, waitin'
It's not the first time
And this won't be the last
That my heart is failin'