Lyrics:

where was i when god had shownhow to make a happy homelie in bed and sleep don't comehave some peace then give me someand i know the reason why you hold me downi won't let this fear of loss make me drownin my bed i lie alonescrape together bone to boneand i can't seem to seem to find my wayi can't seem to find the break of dayi'll stay just a step awaywhere was i when god had shownhow to make a happy homeand i have become my worst enemy i will survive this instabilityin my bed i lie alonescrape together bone to boneagain i have become my worst enemyi will survive this instabilityi need to breathe the breath of lifeyou constantly drain my lifewhy can't you see the breath in mei constantly need your needmy butterfy don't fly awayif i could just take this simple breath of life from meyou couldn't take it motherfucker eternityif i could take this breath of life and come inside of meyou wouldn't take it, i need to breatheas i creep the monkey's backnow she's gone and oh he's backand i know the reason why you hold me downi won't let this fear of loss make me drowni will stay, i'll stayi will stay, i'll stay