Lyrics:

I get up
And its over
Its always over
Its raining and Im burned
And its late and youre gone
And I can barely remember
Anything I did or said
Or how I lost another week
There must be something going on'?

A nagging sense of shame
I cant explain
An acrid taste of smoke and blood
And tears and drugs
And every inch of me is raw
And its always fucking over
Its raining and Im blind
And its late and youre gone
I cant do this anymore

Keep getting there
Its over
Its always over
Its raining and Im cracked
And its late and youre out
And I cant quite remember
Anything I did or said
Or how I lost another year
There must be something coming down'?

A sweetly sour unease
Its like a tease
A broken dream of guilt and fear
And spit and steel
And every piece of me in pain
And its always fucking over
Its raining and its cold
And its late and youre out again

Run my head around it
Like I know I really miss her
'But I always want to do it now'?
She told me in a whisper
I try so hard to place it
Wonder why I really feel it
When to send the pretty flowers
Maybe helps her to believe it

Run my tongue along it
Oh the taste is something sicker
'But you know you have to do it now'?
She told me in a whisper
It only takes a second
But the second lasts forever
'Close your eyes
And let me take you down'?'?

And I get up
And its over
Its always fucking over
Its raining and Im wrecked
And its late and youre'?

No I cant remember
Anything I did or said
Or how I lost another life
I lost another life
I lost another life
I lost another life

Oh I cant do this anymore

No
I cant do this anymore