Lyrics:

I saw a letter with a heart in your bio
And now, it's half a year since we last spoke
So why did it land like a knock-out blow?
Oh, I try, but I spiral (here we go)
Do you know her favourite songs? Make nicer jokes?
Do you dance around the kitchen and kiss her slow
I heard you're loving her the way you couldn't love me
I heard you're choosing her over everybody
And now I try to be happy for you
I heard you found somebody, somebody new
And I know it's the right thing to do
But you give her all the love, the love I gave to you
And it's killin' me, killin' me
To be happy for you, I'm not happy for you
I try to be, try to be
So happy for you, I'm not happy for you
Guess I'm falling down the rabbit hole
Undoing all my moving on
Overthinking things I can't control
'Cause I could give the world, and it'd be not enough
Do you take her on the scenic route when you drive?
Do you actually make an effort to treat her right?
I heard you're loving her the way you couldn't love me
I heard you're choosing her over everybody
And now I try to be happy for you
I heard you found somebody, somebody new
And I know it's the right thing to do
But you give her all the love, the love I gave to you
And it's killin' me, killin' me (oh, it's killin' me)
To be happy for you, I'm not happy for you
I try to be, try to be (oh, oh)
So happy for you, I'm not happy for you
I think of you fondly to ease my bitter
But swallowing my pride has only made me sicker
I played it complicit while I was your crime
Did you learn without the time?
And now I try to be happy for you
I heard you found somebody, somebody new
And I know it's the right thing to do
But you give her all the love, the love I gave to you
And it's killin' me, killin' me (you're killin' me, killin' me)
To be happy for you, I'm not happy for you
I try to be, try to be (oh, oh)
So happy for you, I'm not happy for you