Lyrics:

Music and Lyrics by Jay Brannan

Its four A.M. again
Father, forgive me this sin
Uncomfortable in this life, yeah
I cant put down this knife, yeah

Im carving words in my arms, baby
Hey, scars are part of my charm, maybe
I need the touch of a hand
This isnt what I had planned

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I need relief from this life
I wanna slip away into the night
Dont wanna see the sun again
But cant get swallowed up by this tragic whirlwind
I wish the ocean was warm
I feel like drowning

Im losing my faith in me
I cant remember the last time I felt free
From voices inside my head
When I taste liberation, they just feed me fear instead

You say Im out of control
At least I still have a soul
No, I dont need your advice
Some compassion would be nice

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Bridge:
I cant take any more of your pills
They hold my head up
But still it feels so wrong
I cant believe the price that Ive paid
For this chemically-induced, perceivably ideal, take-it-with-a-glass-of-water day

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