Lyrics:

Eleison
Eleison

I spend my days in self-disdain
And I feel so ashamed
Because I know that in the end
I would do it over again

Youd better
Youd better done it

I can no longer bear this cage
That you forged out of lies
And I get stronger in my rage
Say cant you hear me cry?

Youd better
Youd better done it

Why didnt you kill me?
Why didnt you kill me when you could?
Why didnt you set fire to my pyre?
It would have been better if you had killed me there and then

Why dyou kick me in the stomach in your boots?
I can neither breathe nor speak
I try to protect my face mith my hands
But we both know Im too weak

Youd better
Youd better done it

I dont know if youre still cutting me
And if you know that its in vain
I dont know if youre still shouting at me
Cant hear anymore, feel no pain

Youd better
Youd better done it
Youd better
Youd better done it

Why didnt you kill me?
Why didnt you kill me when you could?
Why didnt you set fire to my pyre?
It would have been better if you had killed me there and then

Eleison
Eleison
Eleison
Eleison
Eleison
Eleison
Eleison
Eleison
Eleison
Eleison
Eleison

Why didnt you kill me?
Why didnt you kill me when you could?
Why didnt you set fire to my pyre?
It would have been better if you had killed me there and then

Why didnt you kill me?
Why didnt you kill me when you could?
Why didnt you set fire to my pyre?
It would have been better if you had killed me there and then

Is it wet because you spit on me
Or is it blood that I spat out?
Will you stop just for a while?
Please tell me do I still smile
Do I cry or am I laughing out loud?

I wonder if youre still cutting me
And if you know that its in vain
It doesnt matter that it hurts
I cannot understand the words
No matter how you cry or shout, I feel no pain
And I feel nothing but grief
And the fear of seeing you leave
And the shame of knowing I would do it over again