Lyrics:

He helped me change a tire in the Citgo parking lot
He said, 'We both could use a beer'
And I said, 'Hell, why not?'
What started out as one night turned to six months just like that
He never had a ring on, so I never thought to ask
But then last night I saw a message on his phone
It said, 'Hey babe, what time you coming home?'
I never wanted to be that girl
I never wanted to hate myself
I thought this kind of lonely only happens to somebody else
Being the other one when there's another one
God, this feels like hell
I thought I knew who I was but it's getting hard to tell
I never wanted to be that girl

I've heard about those women who didn't have a clue
The ones who made excuses like my mama used to do
And he jumps in the shower just as soon as he gets home
And I spend half an hour going through his phone
I never wanted to be that girl
I never wanted to hate myself
I thought this kind of lonely only happens to somebody else
And being the other one when there's another one
God, this feels like hell
I thought I knew who I was but it's getting hard to tell
I never wanted to be that girl

Oh, and I feel stupid, I feel cheap
I feel used, I feel weak
I never wanted to be that girl
I never wanted to hate myself
Thought this kind of lonely only happens to somebody else
Being the other one when there's another one
God, this feels like hell
I thought I knew who I was but it's getting hard to tell
I never wanted to be that girl (I never wanted to be that girl)
I never wanted to be that girl