Memories consume Like opening the wound Im picking me apart again You all assume Im safe here in my room Unless I try to start again
I dont want to be the one The battles always choose Cause inside I realize That Im the one confused
I dont know whats worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I dont know why I instigate And say what I dont mean I dont know how I got this way I know its not alright So, Im breaking the habit Im breaking the habit Tonight
Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more Than anytime before I had no options left again
I dont want to be the one The battles always choose Cause inside I realize That Im the one confused
I dont know whats worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I dont know why I instigate And say what I dont mean I dont know how I got this way Ill never be alright So, Im breaking the habit Im breaking the habit Tonight
Ill paint it on the walls Cause Im the one at fault Ill never fight again And this is how it ends
I dont know whats worth fighting for Or why I have to scream But now I have some clarity To show you what I mean I dont know how I got this way Ill never be alright So, Im breaking the habit Im breaking the habit Im breaking the habit Tonight