Lyrics:

Maybe I don't wanna get married
But I could see me in a white dress one day
Maybe the love of my life's all of my friends
Amen
Maybe I been missin' church lately
But I still get on my knees and pray
Maybe it's fine if I'm doin' my best
Amen
And I'm sorry to my mama
But I'ma live the way I wanna
So I know this life was mine in the end
And I give myself permission
To go and make some bad decisions
'Cause I'm only tryna find out who I am
Amen
Mm, amen
Maybe I'ma buy my own house
Hang the chandelier on my own
Maybe I don't want a white picket fence
Amen
Maybe I'ma break hearts being selfish
'Cause I'll know when I know
I don't need a happy ending
Amen
And I'm sorry to my mama
But I'ma live the way I wanna
So I know this life was mine in the end
And I'm sorry to my hometown
I just couldn't let my dreams down
If I had to, I would do it all again
Amen
Amen
Amen

Hey babe, it's mom
Just wanna call and check in on ya
Wanna let you know how much we miss you
Can't wait to see the boyfriend, love ya, bye
And I'm sorry to my mama
But I'ma live the way I wanna
So I know this life was mine in the end
And though I ain't got all the answers
But I'm finding mine for damn sure
And I mean it, so I'm sayin' it again
Amen