Lyrics:
Today is going to be easyToday 'cause you're not aroundI'll leave off my make upI'll sleep in my bedTo pass all the time byToday 'cause you're not aroundToday you won't be aroundI concentrate on empty spacesA passive pondering of blanknessSit down shut up, controlled obsessionsYour absence it exhausts meI always panic when I'm leftI always panic when I'm leftToday I feel destructiveToday who cares about myself?I'll live in denialAnd I'll beat up my headAnd I'll eat all the chocolateToday 'cause you're not aroundToday you won't be aroundI can't control my feelingsI sip on dreams and choke on real thingsDetach myself for preservationI struggle to not want youI always panic when I'm leftIs it healthy that we met?If you stop coming will I forget?I always panicToday is going to be simpleToday 'cause you're not aroundMy heart will pound lazyNo one to impressNo smile is requiredToday 'cause you're not aroundToday you won't be around