Lyrics:

I want a riff you can see I want a riff you can tell I want a riff you see through The mask I wear so well for you I'll never let you know what's going on inside me My shame, locks me down All the things I wanted to tell you All the things I never will Everytime you reach down to me All I did was push you away I cannot change the beast that screams inside me I hate it, it's what I am It makes me sick to be so mean From what I've been and what I've seen From top to bottom, I am obsene You smile at me, I smile back You ask me how I am I tell you that I'm fine I don't why I'm so torn up inside my mind The darkness, it swallows me whole It makes me sick to be so mean From what I've been and what I've seen From top to bottom, I am obsene It stands in my place It spits in my face It's shame, shame! It's shame! It makes that old lie It makes that old lie It makes me look at myself and say