Lyrics:

I thought you weren't contagious, I thought I owned my inner-self
You offer, now I forget the reason I can't have
As you try hard to please me, this need turns to greed down inside
I touch the hand of my sickness and feel my faith divide
If I said I would, would you care?
Would you take me there?
And feed my desire with your will to give
A distant storm and the lightning strikes
The pouring rain feels warm tonight
The thunder echoes and the lesson begins
As one more time, you take me in
But I look back at you and think of all the things I should have said and done
But I can't talk, no, I can't talk
I try to hide myself from shame
And try to share the blame for
What I've done, what have I done?
Now I said I would, do you care
As you take me there?
I taste my first time and now I can't turn away
I lie to myself like a man
Trying to understand
As you change my life with your will to give
I see disgrace and it's looking back at me
Blame my desire for lies I live and breathe
Begin again, though the hardest part to take
Behind my eyes, you still remain

I thought you'd understand
When you took me there
The hardest part to take, you still remain
You still remain