Lyrics:

She said, 'Before you go to bed'
She said, 'Remember me
You'll live a better day'
She said, 'Before you go to bed
Dream a better dream
You'll live in ecstasy'
It's alright, I'm alright
It's alright
But all I'm dreaming is murder
All I'm seeing is murder, oh-oh, oh-oh

Waiting on somethin' special
We can get high, untangle
Waiting on somethin' special
Maybe we need nothing at all


No, no, this isn't what Marty wanted
Practically pressured 'fore my whole shit started
Was a little kid, squid dick, notebook, drawing kit
Hated reading, loved eating, loved TV, it was easy
Hated bullies, no, I didn't, like the way they treated me
They pedigrees, I'm a mutt caught inside this little rut
Why I can't retaliate? I was never big enough
Copped it every single class, every day, every lunch
So I found my way out, plotted in my days out
Copped a little thingy and I kept it in my playhouse
Now they never run amok, now I get to eat my lunch
Laughing at the system 'cause I broke it, diamond in the rough


Something special
Something special


Waiting on somethin' special
We can get high, untangle
Waiting on somethin' special
Maybe we need nothing at all

Look at the blocks, look at the shops
Look at the road
Where do you go? Look at the clock
Looking for control
Isn't it beautiful? Isn't it complex?
Living in grey space
Go home, no destination, I'm disconnecting my soul
I'm tryna reconnect with myself
I don't know what I think is worse
Could it be that I hate myself?
Could it be that I'm missing signs? Like
Orange soda, pistol out the cobra
I can feel myself slipping, all forgiven when it's over


Waiting on somethin' special
We can get high, untangle
Waiting on somethin' special
Maybe we need nothing at all


Still need nothing at all