Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
Ever feel nervous, ever feel love?
Ever feel numb, feel nothing at all?
I can feel an ocean rushing right through my blood
Leave the door open, leave the door shut
Even when I'm good again, made my mind up
I just wanna let go, not overthink too much

[Pre-Chorus]
Now I fantasize what life could be
Not having stupid insecurities
I know I'm not right where I'm supposed to be
Woah, oh, oh

[Chorus]
So sick of my emotions, getting in the way
Put em' on all aside, put em' in the grave
I don't wanna be too little too late
Yeah, these еmotions just can't stay
Even if it hurts, I know what it takes
I don't wanna make thе same mistake

[Post-Chorus]
Don't wanna feel lonely, lonely
So sick of my emotions, emotions
[Verse 2]
I don't wanna lay here wide awake
I don't wanna stay here stuck in my brain
I just wanna free my mind and release the pain
'Cause I know now that if things don't change
I'm gon' be broken and so out of place
For now, I've accepted it's okay not to be okay

[Pre-Chorus]
Now I fantasize what life could be