Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
It is not you is me
You’ve heard it all before (all before)
Feel like I don’t know the way I did before
Sorry if this comes off way too forced
That’s cause it is restricted

[Hook]
Boy it’s so difficult
And I need time to figure myself out (it’s about time)
It’s the bottom line
And I’m so sorry to have to say this
But it crossed my mind
That I, yeah I know I’m the worst
That I, yeah I know that it hurts
That I, I chose to put me first
Cause when love don’t hold your hand (no)
You start believing that (oh)
If you ain’t first you’re last
If you ain’t first you’re last
Oh, oh

[Verse 2]
The party’s in the back
I see it at the door (at the door)
Standing here with you so you don’t feel ignored
Everything I say just hurts you more
It is what it is
What you did
Truth unveils it all,truth will set me free (ah, ah)
And if I block your call you can’t be mad at me (ah, ah)
Cause I know we’re out of love now
And the damage has been done
Fighting an uphill battle
Of a war that can’t be won

[Hook]
Cause it be so difficult
And I need time to figure my elf out (oh I need time)
It’s the bottom line (it’s about time)
And I am so sorry to have to say this
But it crossed my mind
That I, yeah I am the one the worst (oh, I)
That I, yeah I know that it hurts (I know that it hurts you)
That I, I chose to put me first (so much)
Cause when love don’t hold your hand (no)
You start believing that (oh)
If you ain’t first you’re last
If you ain’t first you’re last
Oh, oh

[Hook]
Cause it be so difficult
And I need time to figure myself out (it’s about time)
It the bottom line
And I’m so sorry to have to say this
But it crossed my mind
That I, yeah I know I’m the worst (oh, I, yeah I’m the worst)
That I, yeah I know that it hurts (I know that it hurts you so much)
That I, I chose to put me first (oh, I)
Cause when love don’t hold your hand (no)
You start believing that (oh)
If you ain’t first you’re last
(oh, oh, oh)