Read the tale of my desire A book of hate 1000 Volts for every smile you gave me As your eyes close I'll brine, as before, the sight of true unhappiness Whisper I care Then gracious enough I let you go Remember me for the times I ruined you Not I made you smile Take this blade to my wrist Help me end what makes you ugly Swimming in the pools of my mind You come to me at night Leave me black and save yourself The story prolongs With each word my stomach starts to turn I've swallowed nails So I can never say your name Now words are heard through my eyes Can you see the fire that burns from my heart This song is for you So perfect Its my fault I can't sleep 'cause you're on my mind I have made an attempt to have you Tonigt I will sleep with the gun in my mouth Good night my love