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How much longer can I do this?(
How much longer will anyone care?
(I've been waiting my whole life for the other shoe to disappear(
I'm doing my best to keep it together so my daughter never has to worry
(I just wonder when this will all blow up in my face
((I'm sorry that I leave but I promise to always come home ((
This would all be easier if I could just believe in God but I would rather bet that eternity is the love I show my daughter. (
I've been trying to keep to together.
I even found a new therapist.
It's not my child's problem to clean up my mess.
I promise my darling I'm doing my best.((
I'm sorry that I'm broken
(I promise you I'll be whole again(I'm sorry