Lyrics:

[verse 1]
i Have This Paralyzing Fear That I&x27;ll Maybe Go Nowhere
but God Forbid Me Ever Admitting I Could Be Scared
and I Can&x27;t Stand My Friends Right Now, We Got Nothing In Common
but Being Lonely&x27;s Worse Than Just Having Friends That Don&x27;t Care

[pre-Chorus]
you Said It Looks Like I&x27;ve Been Going Through Hell
how Did You Know How Could You Tell
ask Me To Explain Myself, Well

[chorus]
i&x27;m Trying My Best Here To Be Brutally Honest
nobody Said Changing Would Be This Exhausting
a Foot On The Break &x27;cause It&x27;s Been Making Me Carsick
how Could You Blame Me Growing Up Is Chaotic

[verse 2]
don&x27;t Wanna Say It But I Really Think That I Miss Him
it Might Seem Stupid But I Still Look Through All Of Our Texts
who Knew That Wanting Someon Could Ever Make M This Desperate
don&x27;t Think I&x27;ll Do That Again, No

[pre-Chorus]
you Said It Looks Like I&x27;ve Been Going Through Hell