Lyrics:

Sometimes you can just be in a funk creatively or you know, as a person and it`s like there`s a fog around you and you can`t see out of it, but, that`s part of the journey
Hm, patient, this beat done took its time
Well, then so do I

Look, uninspired, undefined
Now somebody`s gettin` fired
Terrified, paralyzed, Twitter game verified
Married life, very fire
Understand I`m on demand
Undermanned the Son of Man or Son of Sam
Somewhere in between the two, the meaning too
Spend the evening, be with you
Oh I know, I need it too
Do I believe, believe I do
On my faith walk, took the cynic, I mean the scenic route
Get lost, I be aloof, Adidas on, still need the boost
What was the Eden fruit? I`ll ask Him when I see Him
Daily bread, that`s Paideim, but I`m fastin` like a BM
Ridin` past ya in the P.M. in a stolen car, that`s fleein` from the scene of a crime
Apollo Creed, in his prime
Rocky verses, I`m a person that`s tryna believe I`m worth it
I`m workin` through it, but work is, well, work, but well worth it
It`s hella churches still hell is workin` fine
What`s that tell us, fellas hurtin`, it`s like melanin a crime
That`s the elephant we hide
Truthfully, we probably lied
Rather have a tribe than unity, so you and me divide
I`m hellish and divine
I`m trillest and divine
I`m tellin` me, 'I`m fine, I`m fine, I`m, I know better'

All I, all I want is clarity, clarity
`Cause all of my heroes are frauds just like me, just like me
So let every man be a liar, let only God be truth
And all of your heroes are frauds just like you

I can`t see through that smoke in the air
That`s the smoke in the air
That`s that smoke in the air
All that smoke in the air

A mind of doubt is to keep you open to God`s revelations
When you don`t doubt, you don`t change
If you have to have finite answers to infinite questions
Uh, you`re not gonna move

Yeah, built my life on this (huh)
Half my adult life like unlearnin`
Lies that I heard in a dumb sermon
What I unearth got me uncertain
More knowledge and more sorrow
Worryin` that never fixed tomorrow
Just take away all my strength today
It was black and white, not paved with gray
Maybe that cloud that I`ve been stuck in
I construct it, I conduct it
Orchestra of noise, I don`t hate your voice
I done made a choice, mic assumption
A TV cabinet, tweetin`, twerkin`, grand man, gamin`, rappin`, workin`
Fashion work, and work, and work, and work, and work, and
Can`t tell if lost
My mind or just made it (lost)
My faith or misplaced it (lost)
My pain or upgraded
Lost my happy thought, then I got jaded (lost)
Focus in my direction (lost)
In details and perfection (lost)
All my faith in white Jesus and my leaders (found)
They aren`t who I thought all these years (found)
They weren`t even worthy of tears (found)
The opposite of faith ain`t doubt
It`s when I get it all figured out
Some days it get in all my trust
Some days I can feel so empty
Some days I feel like You love me
Some days I feel like You left me

The second I`m furious with God, I`m tumbling close
Because you cannot be furious with somebody who`s not there

All I, all I want is clarity, clarity
`Cause all of my heroes are frauds just like me, just like me
So let every man be a liar, let only God be truth
And all of your heroes are frauds just like you

I can`t see through that smoke in the air
That`s the smoke in the air
That`s that smoke in the air
All that smoke in the air
Through that smoke in the air
That`s the smoke in the air
That`s that smoke in the air
All that smoke in the air

I want God to wrap me in the everlasting wings and say 'There there, it`s alright'
And that cosmic affirmation of 'Yes, I know it`s terrible, I know it hurts, but be patient, it`s gonna work out
I`m not gonna lose, I`m gonna win, it`s alright.'
And that`s the, the, the basic affirmation that I think only true doubters can come to