Lyrics:

Sometimes I wanna take the car out on the road, flip it into park and smash myself into a million little pieces. Im tired of knowing what about myself is wrong but never mustering up the resolve to really try and change it. I walk outside and people say hey and sometimes I just wanna say hey,
go away.
Go away.
So I guess I better stay inside.
Ive read that if you just sit in a chair and think of focusing your nervous energy on the beauty of breathing you could live a life of real tranquility. But I just thought of every stupid thing thats been keeping me from sleeping. I close my eyes and it wont go away. I plug my ears but theyre ringing out,
HEY!
HEY!!!!
HEYYYYY!!!!
HEYYYYYYYY!!!!!

It keeps me from believing
that maybe someday the thing will work.
Maybe I wont feel like a jerk.
Maybe the words I say will stop coming out weighted.
Maybe someday Ill want to breathe and
Maybe the people that I meet wont lead to a certain future where Im betrayed and Im so jaded.

& thats why Im so fucking sad.