Lyrics:

After
After all
We are the same as we always were
We cover and carry on
Like everything's copasetic and
Courage we felt at all
Feels like failure overcome
Sometimes I feel like I can't wake up
I'm trying to breathe
I wanna let go
So I can feel again
I break up
I'm trying to see
If I can let go and feel again
Sober we pulled it off
I'm clean and I'm cursed it's one in all
Forget the chemicals
Faking the sense of self and heart
Sometimes I feel like I can't wake up
I'm trying to breathe
I wanna let go
So I can feel again
I break up
I'm trying to see
If I can let go and feel again
Wake up
Wake up
(I'm not awake) I'm slowly burning away
(I'm not ok) I'm falling flat on my face
Down on the pavement, I'm fighting the weight
(I'm not awake) I'm slowly burning away
Sometimes I feel like I can't wake up
I'm trying to breathe
I wanna let go
So I can feel again
I break up
I'm trying to see
If I can let go and feel again
I'm not awake
Feel again
I'm not ok