Lyrics:

I was just drinkin and thankin I remember em sayin you was sick
guess i was too young to understand,
I remember we'll all sit around the bed prayin then
you'll cry cry it got to me bad,
I was bad as hell then you grab ya belt why why why
all i keep askin myself damn,
Im holdin my tears ma you got sum pretty granddaughters
i just wish you can see them,
Sometimes i wish that i wasnt here sumtimes i wish
that all of my problems would just disappear,
On the real its been 14 years tell me why in the hell
it still feel like yesterday still,
So i just smoke to take the stress away really that ont work no more,
So i think about the better things like you aint gotta hurt no more,
And ma i hope you hearin me cuz i just want fa you
to know I know that you aint want to leave it wasnt
yo choice you had to go,

-Chorus
But I no you probably right here beside me standin
in this booth with me lovin me and guiding me holdin
me protectin me keepin me alive and I had to write
this song for you this one fa you momma i no you probably
right here beside me standin in this booth with me
lovin me and guiding me holdin me protectin me keepin
me alive n i had to write this song for you this one for you momma,
This yo song ma i had to write it and really ion care
if dont nobody else like it,
Aint nobody else like ya you made the way fa me told
me i can have whateva i want if i prayed for it,
Flowers on ya grave an some times i get a lil crazy,
I always respect my elders cause thats just the way you raised me
sittin in my kitchen and lookin at the pictures just
rememberin the times i aint lyin ya love was price less,
I sit up late nite in the dark like aint no light switch
steady askin god why the hell it gotta be like dis,
No tellin how yo life go like wen the dice roll you
rest in peace i think imma be alright doe,
-Chorus
But i no you probably right here beside me standin
in this booth with me lovin me and guiding me holdin
me protectin me keepin me alive and i had to write
this song for you this one fa you momma i no you probably
right here beside me standin in this booth with me
lovin me and guiding me holdin me protectin me keepin
me alive n i had to write this song for you this one for you momma