Lyrics:

It's frightening how you can’t see the changes happening when they move so fast
Like lightning, except the odds are growing these lonely times will strike me twice

The screams of a thousand voices are whispers inside my head
The echoes of self defense

So how many times will it take to cover up the past mistakes that hide behind a crying face of shame?
And how many nights will I lie awake underneath blackened skies I've cursed out so many times?

It's biting when the cold wind blows through weathered eyes and blistered skin
It's quiet now
It's like the calm before the raging violence of the storm begins

And when this comes crashing down, I'll fall harder than before
I'll start this all over now

So how many times will it take to cover up the past mistakes that hide behind a crying face of shame?
And how many nights will I lie awake underneath blackened skies I've cursed out so many times before?

I'll beg for the ending or just for forgiveness
I'll wait in the shadows of a battle I'm close to losing

So how many times will it take to cover up the smiling face of silence, this face of shame?
And how many nights will I lie awake underneath blackened skies I've cursed out so many times before?
Before, times before
So many times