Lyrics:

Don't look at me
I'm not the mess I seem to be
You know looks sometimes can deceive
So don't look at me
What happened last night
I know you can't understand
Until I came home I had no plan
But I drank and I drank
And I drank and I fell
What happened after that
I don't remember too well
So don't look at me…
This was the act of a desperate man
It was total self-hate that
Put that blade in my hand
Now I'm crying all night
And I'm crying all day
I'm trying to remember what it felt like
Not to feel this way
So don't look at me…
This was the act of a desperate man
It was total self-hate that
Put that blade in my hand
Now I'm crying all night
And I'm crying all day
I'm trying to remember what it felt like
Not to feel this way
Don't look at me…
I can't sleep at night
Don't eat anymore
I stumble in late
Like some drunken old whore
Don't know what I want
Don't know what I need
Don't want to beg
Don't want to be on my knees
Don't want to be on my knees now
So don't look at me, don't look at me…