Lyrics:

If you said that you could kill the things inside me
YouÂ're just a liar, everything inside me is dead
ItÂ's nice of you to think that I could ever be that
But IÂ'm not, IÂ'm just a failure instead

DonÂ't preach a story of success and gifted thinking.
‘Cause in the end weÂ're gonna end up the same way
Keep on living your whole life on hands and knees
‘Cause IÂ'll be standing waiting, life ends the same way

Never wanted this life
Because itÂ's meaningless
Gone away from me

The life youÂ've given is a poorly painted picture
The colors running and itÂ's staggering my life
A definition of the truth is all I wanted
Not mental beating falling short of stupidity

DonÂ't give a speech on your prolific ways of living
You speak in vain whether you think you do or not
Spreading infection of the truth that leads to sick lies
You are the shame inside of me, you are mindrot

Never wanted this life
Because itÂ's meaningless
Gone away from me

If you said that you could kill the things inside me
YouÂ're just a liar, everything inside me is dead
ItÂ's nice of you to think that I could ever be that
But IÂ'm not, IÂ'm just a failure instead
INSTEAD!!! I'M JUST A FAILURE INSTEAD!!!
INSTEAD!!!

YouÂ're so mistaken on the life you think I wanted
IÂ'll give you credit for the effort you put forth
‘Cause as it ends youÂ're gonna start to realize that
Your fucking prejudice and words of wisdom go unheard

Never wanted this life
Because itÂ's meaningless
Gone away from me

Never wanted this lifeÂ… never wanted this life