Staring at a blue lined page Trying to find the answers in ink What would I ever leave behind If I was to die today? I'm strong enough to say That I have plenty of regrets And maybe I can never change My whole life will be a waste
What did I do with the years Now that I'm pushing 23 And I still can't tell the difference Between the right and the wrong thing How did I get so fucking good At hurting everyone I love? Is that all I'll be remembered for?
I'm tired of writing sad songs 'Cause that's all that I have left And it's the things that I reflect on That make me who I am
It happened again Restless in my sleep You woke me from a dream To say I'm not like my old man And maybe that's what I'm so cared of That I'll be no different I'll bring someone in to this life And leave a scar they can't forget
I ran my thumb over the faces in My old class photo We were so innocent back then If only I had known
And all those smiles staring back at me Where the fuck did they all go? What I would do for a clear conscience again To swallow the lump that's in my throat
I'm tired of writing sad songs 'Cause that's all that I have left And it's the things that I reflect on That make me who I am
And the first time we drove past Penfold State Forest I felt the weight of another life Leave my back finally
Is this all I'll be remembered for? The scar they can’t forget