And if you leave me here I won't get stuck in my ways And I've been living a better life Through pills and speed And she keeps calling and calling And calling and calling me All in a china white face of mediocrity Oh I see through everyone I won't let you down It's like staring at the sun I won't let you down And if it all ends here I won't be suffering It's in a place with the face And the whys and the whens And she keeps calling and calling And calling and calling me I got the rattlesnake flake And its a part of me A part of me