With all my said unsaids I could never swallow The idea of a happy ending As another days memory dies As I'm made to smile These lifeless days Have left me with an empty heart Another wounded memory dies I could / never / swallow your false ideals Of a lifeless / happy ending How could words slit my wrists and doors close Present day heart felt moments / killed by a slap To the hand / another wounded memory dies Poisonous screams with messages Not thought of when released Another day here / another memory dies