Lyrics:

Let you ice your ache, cross your fingers
Did you find somebody to blame?
Bank it all up on the next year's lottery
I think my will is good

When we settle down, I find some comfort
And you tell me that I told you so
Tried to trade it for a cheapskate holiday
I think my will is good

And every other time
Try to come to terms
Try to tag along, knew you'd never learn to
Keep it to yourself
Look the other way
How could I surprise?
You're all I ever hated

Every other year
I try to wait in bed
While you will slowly take too much
Pocket one more piece
Of our true stories and dream
I think my will is good

Try my best to admire
That I am not a traitor
All your well-worn ways
Will only get you what you wanted anyway
I think my will is good

And every other time
Try to come to terms
Try to tag along, knew you'd never learn to
Keep it to yourself
Look the other way
How could I surprise?
You're all I ever hated

I was never home
I was never here
All these thoughts came back
To you, this time of year
This year