Beg for forgivenes or retreat Forced to forget, to see the sundown and then regret Haunted by future, cheated by faith Aimless journey to the grave You're digging your own hole Depression makes you crawl The scars of yesterday Are driving you insane There's too much drama in the air Why don't you scream 'my life is not fair'? Is it such a shame to be alive? Your hollow vision makes you blind! I never said that life's just fun You fucked up yours, don't mess with mine Yeah, I paid the price, for regrets (i have) no time Mental strength and misery All of them are mixed in me My dreams are a broken paradise My knowledge is traped in lies Freedom is my heroin, yours? It's just a dream... The fields you walk are painted red The words you speak, they slowly fade... The look you gave, escaped in fear The love you felt just disapeared... I never said that life just fun You fucked up yours, don't mess with mine