Lyrics:

Part of me won’t go away
Every day reminded how much I hate it
Weighed it against the consequences,
Can’t live without it so it’s senseless
Want to cut it out of my soul
And just live with a gaping hole
Take control of my life
And wash out all the burnt taste
I made the problems in the first place
Hang my head low cause its part of me
You’ll hardly see right next to the heart of me
Heard of me, the routine scar
New cuts cover where the old ones are
And now I’m sick of this
I can’t stand the sandpaper thoughts that grate on my sanity
I’d rather not even be
Then the man that’s staring in the mirror through me

Cut myself free
Willingly stop just what’s killing me
Cut myself free
Willingly stop just what’s killing me
Cut myself free
Willingly stop just what’s killing me
Cut myself free
Willingly stop just what’s killing me

I feel it everyday
I feel I'm in my way
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside
Swallowing me

Freedom can be frightening if you’ve never felt it

Once it’s been dealt with
You feel like you’ve been touched by something angelic
And then melted down into a pool of peace
Cease to be the animal you used to be
Removed the broken parts you know were wrong,
And feel the calm when the problems all gone,
And then you start to see
A little piece of yourself that you can’t let be
Memories of the last fight to free yourself
Taken to the depths at the bottom of the well
And now you know that you can choose to lose the part near your heart
Where your insides bruise
You can live if you’re willing to
Put a stop to just what’s killing you

Cut myself free
Willingly stop just what’s killing me
Cut myself free
Willingly stop just what’s killing me
Cut myself free
Willingly stop just what’s killing me
Cut myself free
Willingly stop just what’s killing me

I feel it everyday
I feel I’m in my way
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside
Swallowing me

Alive in me, inside of me, a part of me screams violently, silently
Alive in me, inside of me, a part of me screams violently, silently
This part of me won't go away,
Alive in me, inside of me, a part of me screams desperately silently
A part of me won't go away
Alive in me, inside of me, a part of me screams desperately silently

Everywhere I look around I see how everything ought to be
Everytime I see myself there's always something wrong with me
Everywhere I look around I see how everything ought to be
Everytime I see myself there's always something wrong with me

I feel it everyday
I feel I’m in my way
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside
Swallowing me

I feel it everyday
I feel I’m in my way
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside
Swallowing me

I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside
Swallowing me

I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside
Swallowing me