Lyrics:

There is an aching in my heart
There is no light in the dark
I wish I can find a spark
'Cause I am lost
Still lost, still tryna figure it out
Wondering why my mind's filling with doubt
Me and my baby mama split, and we went different routes
Now my daughters gone, living in a different house
I was so busy chasing the dream that I'm living now
I didn't notice my family wasn't sticking around
Now I'm in this empty house sitting on the couch
All of this 'cause of words I spit out of my mouth
But I'll never give up and I'll never give in
Depression only kills you when you let it win
And it's time to put up a fight, so I'm balling a fist
And swinging at, and so that shit doesn't bother again
The pain of being alone is wearing me thin
I still owe me, like where have I been?
Used to be happy but now I am grim
I don't wanna live
Tryna find myself but until then I'm still lost