[Verse 1] These people wanna see me write my suicide letter Yeah life is pretty cool I bet death is better Put my head on the pillow, I'll rest forever Give my friends a good reason to get together and chill It has to happen cause my brain is a little bit ill Feelin' like I'm tweakin and I can't stand still Fuck drama and judgement I've had my fill And there's a demon inside me that's gotta be killed So I take out the razors and line em up Open up the closet and find the gun (Load it!) Picture the gun unloadin' blowin' A chunk outta my skull and then the blood pourin' It's all in my head now, but it'll be real Once I sip on this liquor and pop these pills I guess that ain't enough just rippin' the booth And now I'm bittin' on the barrel till I'm chippin' a tooth Come on!
[Hook x2] They don't want me around They rather see me in the ground And struttin around the town Let me tell em I'mma help em in a minute One bullet can just diminish All the pain they'll be feelin' When my brains are on the cellin' Right now
[Verse 2] Right now I don't feel right in my own brain I rather be sippin' liquor with Kurt Cobain Bite the barrel let the motherfucker go bang And blow brains all over the window pane I'm insane and maybe that was my downfall My brains a little to the left like a southpaw I don't now why I let these people affect me And why I can't do anything now, except bleed Cause they don't see me as a human, it's a damn shame Just another simple face in the rap game Got a bullseye imprinted on my damn brain Pop my top like a cheap bottle of champagne Where my brain used to be is a dead hole Put a razor to my wrist, let the red flow I don't wanna hold on, I wanna let go Hold a bloody triger to my head baby let's go (gunshot)