Lyrics:

I'm barely alive (I know)
Pathetic my life (I know)
Blinded by the light (I know)
How could you know? (I'm your shadow)
Blood is on my hands (I know)
I don't understand (I know)
Trying but I can't (I know)
How would you know? (I'm your shadow)
Love is just a curse (I know)
Addiction that hurts (I know)
Nothing could be worse (I know)
How do you know? (I'm your shadow)
Living is a gift (I know)
Life don't equal shit (I know)
Existence is sick (I know)
How do you know? (I'm your shadow)
Call her shit-for-brains (I know)
Can't remember names (I know)
Poison is the rain (I know)
How could you know? (I'm your shadow)
Evil is to live (I know)
Everything I did (I know)
Everything I did (I know)
Wasn't enough (I'm your shadow)

This is your shadow speakin
I believe this assholes tweakin
Who do you believe in
And how come you're still breathin
Don't think that I'll be leavin
I'm with you when you're sleepin
I'm with you when you're dreamin
Still you think I have no feelings
When you're sad I feel your sorrow
Since day one it's you I follow
Now you try to steal tomorrow
With your little point that's hollow
It's like you never cared
Since day one, I was there
Kill yourself that just ain't fair
I would not be anywhere
Your shadow!

Hurt myself again (I know)
Bleed for all my sins (I know)
Feel I'll never win (I know)
How is it you know? (I'm your shadow)
Everyone is blind (I know)
They won't never find (I know)
What was left behind (I know)
How do you know? (I'm your shadow)
Sharpening my thoughts (I know)
Shaking as I walk (I know)
Outlining in chalk (I know)
How could you know? (I'm your shadow)
Once again I've lost (I know)
Fearing what the cost (I know)
Could be if I rot (I know)
How would you know? (I'm your shadow)
Choking on a pill (I know)
Hoping that I will (I know)
Reach the top of the hill (I know)
How would you know? (I'm your shadow)
Violence ain't the way (I know)
But violence is in me (I know)
Still they cannot see (I know)
How do you know? (I'm your shadow)
Everything I say (I know)
Pushes them away (I know)
Sick and so afraid (I know)

How could you be lonely?
I've always been your homie
Since 1986, fuck this I think you owe me
A lifetime, and I'ma take it from your flesh
Cause nobody ever noticed
You're just tripping, I am Otis
So Fuck You you pathetic waste of a body
I ain't never leavin you
Been stuck with me ever since you got me
But oddly enough
You probably act tough and
Take the credit for your suicide
But it was me who did it
Just never said it
I'm your shadow