Lyrics:

[Intro: Stevie Ross]
(I smoke too much I drink too much)
(I smoke too much I drink too much)

[Chorus: Merkules]
I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon' die
I'm anxious bruh it's way too much I think I lost my mind
Once again I'm on the edge and I just keep on looking down
If I jumped and hit rock bottom would it even make a sound?
I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon die
I'm anxious bruh it's way too much I think I lost my mind
Once again I'm on the edge and I just keep on looking down
If I jumped and hit rock bottom would it even make a sound?

[Hook: Merkules]
'Cause I don't wanna feel like this
But this some real life shit
I know you feel my shit whoah
No I don't wanna feel like this
But this some real life shit
I know you feel my shit whoah

[Verse 1: Merkules]
How'd it get like this?
So fucked up I could slit my wrists
But I'm in that whip and I'm way too hot like I hit the switch
I gotta figure it out but all my friends like Merk whatchu trippin' about
See what I'm feeling is doubt
It used to be a dream now I'm livin' it out
But we still in the drought, huh
It's kinda crazy how that work
At 16 I got hacked like a password
I'm a product of my past now that hurts
I'm the real fucking deal you an actor
Last year I lost my uncle to cancer
So this year I don't fuck with you rappers
The worst part is I just started smoking
It's fucked up y'all think that I'm joking
That's the reason that he lost his life I did not think twice
It does not feel right
What can I say I'm a sick individual
Drinking all the time now it feels like a ritual
Started off small that was minuscule
I been doin' this shit since middle school
They asking me questions in interviews
They wanna know what I did and I didn't do

[Chorus: Merkules]
I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon' die
I'm anxious bruh it's way too much I think I lost my mind
Once again I'm on the edge and I just keep on looking down
If I jumped and hit rock bottom would it even make a sound?
I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon' die
I'm anxious bruh it's way too much I think I lost my mind
Once again I'm on the edge and I just keep on looking down
If I jumped and hit rock bottom would it even make a sound?

[Verse 2: Stevie Ross]
And they all love the song too much
Sleeping on they junk too much
High living month to month
Phone change up I'ma die soon
Give momma all the money from the itunes
Stepping on shells with my nice shoes
Don't want load it up cause I might shoot
I hang around guns and bricks
I need to stop catching rides on these sunken ships
Mean I'm not 'bout what the assumption is
Last year I was sad as shit but I was rich
And now I'm broke with a classic
Now I'm clean and sober
Man I came so far from leanin' over
Ex-friends talkin' 'bout how Stevie over
But they need the order
They don't even know me
Picking up the bag with no logo
Every damn thing stamps inside
I'd say more but its better that you don't know
Wave high when you camped outside
Last year I had 4 different condos
Kicked out before I could have 5
That's why every day i wake and give thanks and I'm humble
If I don't I might die 'cause

[Hook: Merkules & Stevie Ross]
I wake up every morning still exhausted
Cigarette butts on the carpet
I been fed up with this nonsense yeah
There's still a couple demons in my closet
When i see em just that feeling got me nauseous
I can't stop it no

[Chorus: Merkules]
I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon' die
I'm anxious bruh it way too much I think I lost my mind
Once again I'm on the edge and I just keep on looking down
If I jumped and hit rock bottom would it even make a sound?

[Hook: Merkules & Stevie Ross]
'Cause I don't wanna feel like this
But this some real life shit
I know you feel my shit whoah
No I don't wanna feel like this
But this some real life shit
I know you feel my shit whoah
Cause I don't wanna feel like this
But this some real life shit
I know you feel my shit whoah
No I don't wanna feel like this
But this some real life shit
I know you feel my shit whoah

[Outro: Merkules & Stevie Ross]
I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon' die
I'm anxious bruh it's way too much I think I lost my mind
I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon' die
I'm anxious bruh it's way too much I think I lost my mind
I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon' die
I'm anxious bruh it's way too much I think I lost my mind
I smoke too much I drink too much I feel like I'm gon' die
I'm anxious bruh it's way too much I think I lost my mind