Lyrics:

I had a childhood full of love
I grew up with a family that's been watching me from above
I went to school
I made new friends
They told me that friendship never ends

So they started talking and my friends stabbed me in the back
So my innocent soul got its first crack
So I started asking myself
'What did I do to deserve this?'

I could say that I’m a mess
But instead I made the choice that I don’t deserve this
And they ripped my heart out of my chest
But I made my choice
So now I let you hear my voice

I fell into an endless hole made of tears
Cried by my lost and shattered soul
Even if they knew that I was fucking down
They were spitting into my face
Wishing that I would drown

So I decided to make their wish come true
I couldn’t take what I was going through
So I took a wire and put it around my neck
At the age of 10, this could have been my end

I could say that I’m a mess
But instead I made the choice that I don’t deserve this
And they ripped my heart out of my chest
But I made my choice
So now I let you hear my voice

So I started asking myself
'What did I do to deserve this?'
This could have been my end but I chose the right way
And these scars could mend

I know that I could say that my life is all a mess
But the experience of it turned out for all the best