Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
Secrets of the night, make everyone go hide
Pretend we're not afraid, but we are terrified inside
Our mind: visualize that everyone has died
(Everyone has died, everyone has died, everyone has died)
And I try to masquerade the fear inside
But it's taking over, taking over my mind
I don't know how long I can hide, but

[Chorus]
I will try
Again, and again to fend off the fear inside
And I will strive, because I must survive
These involuntary dreams
And every time I faint
I wake up in untold pain
Perplexity, absurdity
Tell me please, what's wrong with me?

[Verse 2]
He says, 'I'm sure you're fine'
(You think I'm fine?)
'I think you're fine
But I will run some tests
For your peace of mind.'
'I know how hard it can be
At home, you cook and you clean
I just think you need some sleep.'

'And for the dreams,'
(They're more than dreams!)
'They're only dreams
They're just imaginary; fiction; merely fantasy.'

'I know you're scared and afraid
But you can't let it persuade you to feel so dismayed'

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
'Ma'am, I've received the results of your tests
And it appears you have either voluntarily, or involuntarily
Ingested a high dose of a drug called 'ketamine'
Is there something you're not telling me?'

[Breakdown]
No!
I've been drugged, taken advantage of!
It must be what's causing all these dreams!
It's smothering me, I can hardly breathe
Every time I fall asleep!

[Chorus]