Lyrics:

[Chorus]
[lil lotus]
I don't wanna feel anything anymore
i just wanna put my hand straight through that door
Now I got wrist bleeding on the bedroom floor
'Cause I don't wanna feel anything anymore

[verse 1]
[lil lotus]
I remember everything from the time that you left my side
Wiping the tears 'no don't fuck with my eyes'
Biding my time, I wanna try
Just to forget you but I feel alive
Oh please take my life
Please take my life
It's the best time to die
Like now, I wanna right now
I wanna die

[chorus]
[lil lotus]
I don't wanna feel anything anymore
I just wanna put my hand straight through that door
Now I got wrist bleeding on the bedroom floor
'Cause I don't wanna feel anything anymore

[verse 2]
[SCUM]
I don't wanna live in a world without you
Even after all the shit you put me through
You're still the one
Night grow cold and I'm alone
And you don't ever pick up the phone when I call
So let me die here

[chorus]
[lil lotus]
'Cause I don't wanna feel anything anymore
(I don't wanna feel, I don't wanna feel)
I just wanna put my hand straight through that door
(Through the door)
Now I got wrist bleeding on the bedroom floor
(Bleeding on the bedroom, bleeding on the bedroom)
'Cause I don't wanna feel anything anymore
(I don't wanna feel anything anymore)