Lyrics:

And I, I wanted to tear down the curtains
To let, to let in some natural light
I wake up and open one eye
And wait for the window to crack at me, alone
And I, I wanted to curl up beside you
And die
At least for an hour or more

Depending on how you react
Depending on how you respond to me
I'll stick around

We're killing ourselves, killing ourselves
So what do you want from me?
'Cause as long as there's a payphone and a taxi cab
I'm alright, 'cause I can leave home
We're kidding ourselves, kidding ourselves
So what are you waiting for?
'Cause even with a fast car and a cellphone, I won't leave
'Cause I'd be alone

So tonight
Let's be as bold as we want to
And drink
Drink 'til we fall down the steps
Remember how that made us laugh
Remember how all that we did was laugh, and cry around

We're killing ourselves, killing ourselves
So what do you want from me?
'Cause as long as there's a payphone and a taxi cab
I'm alright, 'cause I can leave home
We're kidding ourselves, kidding ourselves
So what are you waiting for?
'Cause even on a bullet train or a jet plane
I won't leave, 'cause I'd be alone
And I'm lucky to find cardboard in an alleyway
That I can call home

So tonight, let's be as bold as we want to
Run, four eyes, oh

We're killing ourselves, killing ourselves
So what do you want from me?
'Cause as long as there's a payphone and a taxi cab
I'm alright, 'cause I can leave home
We're kidding ourselves, kidding ourselves
So what are you waiting for?
'Cause even on a bullet train or a jet plane
I won't leave, 'cause I'd be alone
I'm lucky to find cardboard in an alleyway
That I can call home

So don't take your eyes off me
And don't look away
I won't be alone
At home