You just want somebody you can blame One too many times, had to learn from my mistakes Took my heart now look at what remains Tried to give Oh baby U driving me crazy Don't know who can save me but I just know I'm not the same me Let you go for the both of us Got a feeling that I'm growing up Phones blowing up, late night u stay throwing up, with ur friends that ain't old enough, goddamn Back where we all started Shoulda knew you were a con artist Stop calling my phone darling No blame put it all on me Stop playing these damn games though Got you spilling some champagne no Love lost if I dare so That's I'm why laying laying low U gunna hate me when I win a Grammy Too bad you could snever understand me So cold but I kick it with the family wi And u know Ima never let them near me You lose and you win I've been learning Brought out the flame and it's burning Why did u do me so dirty Always stand out I never blend in No heart I've been feeling like a dead man And I split like jean Claude van damn Running free in the wild, feeling splendid Oh how I thought this was destined Tired of pretending I learned my lesson I learned my lesson