Lyrics:

Story of my life

Searching for the right

But it keeps avoiding me

Sorrow in my soul

Cuz it seems that wrong

Really loves my company



He's more than a man

And this is more than love

The reason that this sky is blue

But clouds are rolling in

Because I'm gone again

And to him I just can't be true



And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful

And it kills him inside

To know that I am happy with some other guy

I can see him dyin'



I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

Every time I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be...A murderer



I feel it in the air

As I'm doin' my hair

Preparing for another date

A kiss up on my cheek

As he reluctantly

As if I'm gonna be out late

I say I won't be long

Just hanging with the girls

A lie I didn't have to tell

Because we both know

Where I'm about to go

And we know it very well



Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful

And it kills him inside

To know that I am happy with some other guy

I can see him dying



I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

Everytime I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be...a murderer



Our Love...his trust

I might as well take a gun and put it to his head

Get it over with

I don't wanna do this anymore ...whoah..anymore



I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

Everytime I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be...a murderer... a murderer... no no no yeah yeah yeah..