Lyrics:

I should`ve fucked your friends
It would`ve been the best revenge
For the fire that you startedI`m tryna heal, but it`s a process
They told me I should cut my losses
But there`s a stranger where my heart is

And I`m sick with feeling like I deserved better (Haha, ha)
And you`re sick for everything you did to me
It was a setup (Haha, ha)
And I should Goodfella you, call me Karen
Waking up to my Beretta
If I blow your brains out
I, I can guarantee that you`ll forget her (Ha, haha)
If I blow your brains out, I could kiss it better

Kiss me, I`m the monster that you made
Yeah, you made me
Now, I`m just like you so don`t complain
Yeah, you made me
Do the things you like hoping you`d stay, okay
Kiss me, I`m the monster that you made
You made me

Games, you don`t want me unless I`m someone else`s
You don`t even know you`re being selfish
You mercy me only when I`m melted
Down to my tears only when I`m helpless
That`s when you get off and you can`t help it
And all your bullets they feel like velvet
And I let you do it, I let you do it
I loved you too much, I let you shoot it off

And I`m sick with feeling like deserved better (Haha, ha)
And you dead me, left my heartbeat
Left shit on a cappella (Haha, ha)
And I should Goodfella you, call me Karen
Waking up to my Beretta
And if I blow your brains out
I can guarantee that you`ll forget her (Ha, haha)
If I blow your brains out, I could kiss it better

Kiss me, I`m the monster that you made
Yeah, you made me
Now, I`m just like you so don`t complain
Yeah, you made me
Do the things you like hoping you`d stay, okay
Kiss me, I`m the monster that you made
You made me