Lyrics:

Wasn`t raised religious
But I wish that I was
Havin` nothin` to believe inHas been killin` my buzz

Yeah, I cut my hair, close the blinds
Play Hallelujah like two dozen times
And yesterday, I tried to pray
But I didn`t know what to say

I`m too sad to cry, too high to get up
Don`t even try `cause I`m scared to fuck up
Don`t like to talk, I just lay in my bed
Don`t even try to go out with my friends
Lied to my doctor, she knew I was fakin`
Gave me some pills, but I`m too scared to take `em
I try and I try, but I`m too sad to cry

Can`t tell my Mamma
It makes her worry
I`m not suicidal
Sometimes, the lines get all blurry

Yeah, I cut my hair, close the blinds
Played Hallelujah like two dozen times
And yesterday, I tried to pray
But I didn`t know what to say

I`m too sad to cry, too high to get up
Don`t even try `cause I`m scared to fuck up
Don`t like to talk, I just lay in my bed
Don`t even try to go out with my friends
I lied to my doctor, she knew I was fakin`
Gave me some pills, but I`m too scared to take `em
I try and I try, but I`m too sad to cry

I`m too sad to cry, too high to get up
Don`t even try `cause I`m scared to fuck up
Don`t like to talk, I just stay in my bed
Don`t even try to go out with my friends
Lied to my doctor, she knew I was fakin`
Gave me some pills, but I`m too scared to take `em
I try and I try, but I`m too sad to cry