Lyrics:

I'm happy for you
I'm smiling for you
I'd do anything
for you for you

it’s always for you
and never or me
I need it to stop
so let me tell you, please

I'm always sad
and I'm always lonely
but I can’t tell you
that I'm breaking slowly

closed doors
locked in, no keys
keeping my feelings hidden
there is no ease

I need it to stop
and I want to be able
to open up but,
my feelings are fatal
(my feelings are fatal)

how many times
must I keep it inside
I need to let go
and I swear that I've tried

but opening up
means trusting others
and that’s just too much,
I don’t want to bother

so I'll keep it inside
and bury it deep
I know it’s not healthy
but you won’t hear a peep

though I'm always sad
and I'm always lonely
I could never tell you
that I'm breaking slowly

closed doors
locked in, no keys
keeping my feelings hidden
there is no ease

I need it to stop
and I want to be able
to open up but,
my feelings are fatal
(my feelings are fatal)