I
I am confused
Fighting myself.
Wanting to give in
Needing your help.
Skin cold with fear
Feel it when we touch.
Outside I don't know you,
But inside I'm fine.
Can you see it in me?
Skin cold from touch.
Each day confronted with what I have done.
You pull me closer
I push you away.
You tell me it's okay
I can't help but feel the pain.
I hate you.
Why are you taken?
I love you.
I feel so helpless.
Why is it you?
Ripping my insides each time I lay with you.
Why do I cry?
Why do I really need to?
Why!?!
Why!?!
Why!?!
Why!?!
Fuck you, bitch!
Why?!
Need to.
Need to.
Need to.
Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.
I hate you.
Why are you taken?
I love you.
I feel so helpless.
Why is it you?
Ripping my insides each time I lay with you.
Why do I try?
Why do I fuckin' need to?