Lyrics:

I Tried It Once Before But I Didn't Get Too Far
i Felt A Lot Of Pain But It Didn't Stop My Heart
and All I Really Wanted Was Someone To Give A Little Fuck
but I Waited There Forever And Nobody Even Looked Up

i Tried It Once Before And I Think I Mighta Messed Up
i Struggled With The Veins And I Guess I Didn't Bleed Enough
but Maybe I'm Alive 'cause I Didn't Really Wanna Die
but Nothing Very Special Ever Happens In My Life

take The Blade Away From Me
i Am A Freak, I Am Afraid That
all The Blood Escaping Me Won't End The Pain
and I'll Be Haunting All The Lives That Cared For Me
i Died To Be The White Ghost
of The Man That I Was Meant To Be

i Tried It Like Before And This Time I Made A Deep Cut
i Thought About My Friends And The Way I Didn't Give Enough
and I Shoulda Told My Mother 'mom, I Love You', Like A Good Son
but This Life Is Overwhelming And I'm Ready For The Next One

take The Blade Away From Me
i Am A Freak, I Am Afraid That
all The Blood Escaping Me Won't End The Pain
and I'll Be Haunting All The Lives That Cared For Me
i Died To Be The White Ghost
of The Man That I Was Meant To Be, Yeah

i Tried It Once Again And I Think I Might Black Out
i Shoulda Left A Letter But I Had Nothing To Write About
my Blood Is All Around Me, I Get Dizzy If I Stand Up
the Cutting Part Was Easy But Regretting It Is So Fucked

yeah, Take The Blade Away From Me
i Am A Freak, I Am Afraid That
all The Blood Escaping Me Won't End The Pain
and I'll Be Haunting All The Lives That Cared For Me
i Died To Be The White Ghost
of The Man That I Was Meant To Be

i Tried It Once Again And I Think I Went Too Far
(The Man That I Was Meant To Be)
i Cut A Little Deeper And The Pressure Stopped My Heart
(The Man That I Was Meant To Be)
i Couldn't Tell My Mother That I Love Her, I'm A Bad Son
this Life Is Overwhelming And I'm Ready For The Next One