Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
I'm so tired of hiding and running, tired of all the lying
It's like we never stop fighting until someone is dying
It's too hard to keep on smiling when this hate keeps on rising
Even hard to keep surviving when this war is all they're buying
It's so binding, vilifying
But I know I can't stop trying
Terrifying, terrorizing
I can't stop, they're right behind me
Will I survive all the nights on my own?
Or will I be left just to dry like a bone?
Warmer than ice and there's nowhere to go
Take my hand now and just lead me back home

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm so far away
From who I used to be
I want to be free
Will I have a say?

[Chorus]
Sometimes it feels like this world is gonna take me under
Sometimes it feels like there's nothing left but rain and thunder
I wonder if I'll ever wake up from this
I've been counting all the days, waiting to recover
Sometimes it feels like this world is gonna pull me under
Sometimes it feels like my life is just another number
I wonder if I'll ever wake up from this dream
I've been counting all the days, waiting to scream

[Verse 2]
We keep going around in circles, we've learned to be so hurtful
In the end, was it all worth it when you thought it would all be perfect
All I hear is a voice cursing, while the real ones are smirking
I thought that peace would be returning, but the tables keep on turning
In my mind I keep utilizing that this is what we decided
I keep trying to define it, but all hope is lost, we're dying
Will I be lost, kneel before the unknown
There might be a place in a hearse we can go
It's been a while since we learned to come home
Nothing can stop us now that we know

[Pre-Chorus]

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
Just a breath
From above it's still hard to see
What's real in me
Next door and safe, that I can be
So help me cause I've emptied
All this pain, it's Aron
They're sending my remedy
It's pretending like enemies

[Chorus]

[Outro]
I'm so far away
From who I used to be
I want to be free
Will I have a say?
(Been counting all the days, waiting to scream!)