Lyrics:

Hopelessly retarded Spluttering decay Crying out the lament every night and every day Hiding in the twilight X-ray shades Suffering from constipation, tripping out in space I've been recoiled into stone age Covetous a dream Obnoxious and depraved, waking up in a scream Sleeping in the morgue A weird effect on me Think I lost my consciousness, left reality My inner circle's helter skelter, echoes lovin' ecstasy I know I'll find a way to live, a way for you and me Totally addicted under detrimental spell And if I had a shotgun, I'd blow myself to hell Let me be your piggybank for nothing but your smell If I had a shotgun, I'd blow myself to hell Squalid and deranged I'm the outlaw of the kin Will never be the same again, stuck in deadly sin I slouch along the street Instead of struttin' down the block I still did not recover from that stunnin' cold shock Away from phony people Besides the way of life I won't be blamed for loving you, I'll take you - be my wife