Lyrics:

pretending to remember
our last december
and everything it was

hoping to fix the broken
stood by the fire place
the flames would light my face

and every thing i said
i practed in my head
and all that i could do
was resite my lies to you

pretending to recall the way it was last fall
well ive got better days
i think this time of year you see everything too clear
and still can't understaind nothing

and everything i said
i practed in my head
and all that i could do
was resite my lies to you

i cant forget a word you said
and everything it ment
instead of you,
i fear myself
please take back everything i gave to you

pretending to remember
our last december
and everything it was
hoping to fix the broken
stood by the fire place
the flames would light my face

and every thing i said
i practed in my head
and all that i could do
was resite my lies to you

i cant forget a word you said
and everything it ment
insteed of you
ifear myself

cuz your uncomfoble with me

why cant i just understaid what inside you
is it just guts and black stuff
ill find out soon
cuz anything that you do or say
couldn't compaire to the pain
that i felt
the day that we said
we'd go our sepret ways.